I DON’T KNOW. I DON’T REMEMBER. * …. THE MEMORY SPAN AFTER AWAKENING. LIVING LIFE MOMENT TO MOMENT. BECAUSE THE ONLY WAY TO KNOW IS TO UN-KNOW.
But how to Navigate this kind of Life ?I used to judge myself so much before for a short memory span over the last years….as we are being lead to belive in holding to the past and who we once were. There is a constant EVOLution happening and I always felt like the me from yesterday is not same as me from today. When we start judging ourselves we enter the void of unfortunate hamster wheel in living in the past when we can not step into same river twice anymore. Mind on a spin. Running loose and in havoc.
Scarred little child. Grasping for what was and what felt safe before. Heart awakening is not for faint of hearts as it rids you of everything you thought to be true. The more we judge the more miserable we get. Why ? Because we entered the Galactic zone of Here and NOW and life as in this very moment as there is only this. And nothing else. NOTHING. This moment. Pecious. To squeeze from it all we Can. To all the Awake ones who feel like a fish with 5 min memory from “time to time”…. Anybody can relate?
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU. YOU DONT NEED MORE SUPPLEMENTS. YOU NEED A DIRECTION, GOAL ON ONE POINTED AWARENESS FOR A PROJECT THAT FEELS MOST EXCITING TO YOU TO EMBARK ON AND ROLL THAT UNTIL ITS END. WHEN YOU WILL BEGIN ANOTHER ONE.
All great writers and poets often spoke of this… the memory… and its meaning in passing time… but is the time really passing us by? Or are we just in a suspension mode, stream of here and now when we lack focus and stay stuck in the past of what could have been, should have been, was or was not? Does it serve?And it comes down to a line where actually it’s what all Mystics and Masters point to from the beginning of time, Jeshua included. Living moment to moment in spontaneous nature of a matured Child, with 2 feet on the ground and head high in the Imagination cloud. I came here weird, a mysfit, a weirdo who studied quantum physics as a hobby since am 15 and devoted her life to learn evolve grow and invest in myself in all ways possible. “The only real form of Education is Self Education ” With head in the clouds and with billions of downloads of ideas per minute connected to possibilities of creating new Ways of living, being and New Earths’ Projects in some sorts. Grounding was not always an easy case. Both a Gift and a curse. Relearning to stand heavily on feet now. Yet Etheric in Nature. I can not deny this
And hence I remember I came to be the Becoming, the Bridge for all from the Above. That I remember upon let’s say ” incarnation” here, coming here… from the times of LeMUrian Harmony, Balance Communion, Cooperation , Connection, Stunning Innovations, and deeply woven Passionate states of all HUmane BEings sharing their gifts and treasures of their sparkled Souls’ Essence with one another. No separation. No Division Unification. Sovereignty in Unity. Diversity in Onness and Respect for All.GOLDEN RULE AND NATURAL LAWS as Guidance Map.Earth experience hit me hard in many ways and dragged through a lot harshly in times. But I stand here yet again and again . Me. AgaYAKa. A Portal. A Vessel for Life and an Anchor Of Joy and Light Soul resonance and appreciation for each and every moment with Gratitude at Heart and expectations of the Best.We came here to Uncover Holy Grail and not for Holy rat race Gain…. There is a difference. Becoming Miraculously Coherent with the state of BEing that Your soul yearns to express is the only way foreward. Guided by Feeling. Empty, Open mind but compass structure in the Heart of Hearts. Heart as the Compass. What is the Key in each and every moment is…
SELF EXPRESSION. THAT STEMS FROM THE DEPTH OF ONE’S SOUL ESSENCE. COME AS YOU ARE AS KURT COBAIN SANG. BEFORE THE MIND KICKS IN AND SAYS THAT YOU SHOULD OR SHOULDN’T BE THIS OR THAT. IT’S LITERALLY NANOSECONDS SPAN YOU HAVE TO DECIDE UPON… BE WEARY TO CATCH IT WHEN IT ARISE AND FLOW ON THAT TIDE, WAVE . MIND IS SNEAKY. VERY SNEAKY. I KNOW ITS GAMES WELL BY NOW. LEAD WITH THE HEART. FORGET THE MISTAKES YOU MADE. DRAW CONCLUSIONS. PROMISE TO YOURSELF TO DO BETTER. DO NOT GIVE UP.STOP JUDGING YOURSELF AT LAST. DON’T WALLOW IN MISTAKES. TAKE THE LESSONS. REFLECT. CONNECT TO CORECT FUTURE ACTIONS. PICK YOURSELF UP. DUST YOURSELF OFF AND KEEP ON MOVING FOREWARD. SEEK KINDRED SOULS WHO CARRY HELPING HANDS AND YOU RESONATE WITH. TAKE GOOD ADVICE FROM THOSE WHO ARE WISER. IMPLEMENT AND PASS GOOD DEEDS FOREWARD FOR THOSE WHO WILL COME AFTER YOU. KEEP ON HOLDING GOLDEN RULE AT HEART AND MARCH ON. TO THE BEAT OF THE DRUM OF YOUR HEART. WHERE YOU WILL FIND THAT THERE IS THE RYTHM ABOVE THE PHYSICAL HEART. THAT RYTHM CONNECTS ALL HEARTS. AS ONE. MELODY. ORCHESTRA. WITH MANY SINGERS AND PERFORMERS. AND ONE CONDUCTOR. OBSERVE THE CONDUCTOR. BECOME ONE.
“The key to happiness is a shitty memory” V. Wolfe once said. So do Not to lock yourself in the old. And propell your vision foreward into the New that will lift not only you up but all those who come Your Way. Become the Way. Become the Path. Enjoy the Process and Journey of Devotion to Truth and Authentic Expression.In memory of loosing memory….
Q Aga AgaYaKa @QuantumLeapJourney since 2012. EVERY SECOND IS A CHANCE TO TURN YOUR LIFE AROUND. Come ..I welcome you. I start aNEW to speak and share and serve as I AM. www.quantumleapjourney.com. sessions, 13tH CODES. , blog, expressions and new projects to Come.