I Exist Beyond MEDITATION* and why it no longer works for me.
Q Aga – I AM NOT WHO YOU THINK I AM
I CAN NOT BE CONTAINED I CAN NOT BE MEDITATED TO TAME ME NOR MEDICATED TO SHUT THE WILD NATURE OF MINE
TRYING TO COME ALIVE AS IT IS AND NOT BE SEATED TO DEATH.
My reflections upon last 4 years and prior, living in best Harmony, Balance, Joy and Service to Others for a decade prior.
MY HEART WAS ALREADY PURE AND OPEN until it became tainted with trying to fit in the way Spitual circles pointed towards. Don’t we all wanna Belong?
I see now and came to understand that Even meditation is an avoidance mechanism of sorts at one stage, if we are not carefully tuned into our Hearts ❤ first to check in with it and see what is really Relevant for YOU.
What is YOUR ROAD TO INFINITE.
WHAT IS YOUR MEDITATION.
IT MAY BE DANCE, IT MAY BE WALKING, IT MAY BE SCREAM, IT MAY BE PAINTING YOUR NAILS OR DRIVING A CAR, MAYBE RUNNING, SINGING, BEING IN OBSERVANCE IN EACH AND EVERY ACTION YOU TAKE.
IT DOES NOT MEAN YOU NEED TO SIT IN A CAVE OR EVEN SIT AT ALL AND MEDITATE.
PATHS ARE MANY.
WHATEVER DOES NOT FEEL GOOD IT IS NOT YOUR TRUTH.
WHAT IS IN YOUR GUT HEART AND BeYond.
Drop the mainstream solutions together with Siritual pointers that may not serve you in particular.
YOUR OWN SOURCE CONNECTION is only thing to Embody.
Ways and Methods are many . The way YOU KNOW which one is for YOU is already embeded in your DNA. It just needs to be unlocked.
There is nothing worse than trying to meditate for someone who has already been ACTIVATED long ago and Who’s Heart was open since childhood. Meditation for some is to be in each and every moment. The more You go against Your inner knowing and try to fit in doing as all others…. the further away from Yourself You go.
Check in with yourself first what truly is in Your Heart…. You can not Try to Open an Already Opened and all knowing Heart.
IT WILL END up in disaster.
I can assure you. I know this deeply.
Doer does the Meditation.
It is still Doing.
Be the Living Meditation… There… I DARE YOU TO. THIS IS REAL LIFE.
IN REVERENCE TO EACH AND EVERY MOMENT. IN CELEBRATION AND SAVOURING OF EACH LIVING SECOND.
I ALWAYS FELT MYSELF THERE.
BEING AND LIVING AS THAT.
NEEDED TO reach lowest lows and following spiritual crowds to understand how deeply I was going away from the Real me that I already Embodied for so long.
Never betray yourself.
Heal the wounds. Slow down to heal inflation.
Seek the real SoulUtions and never let anyone else undermine Your own Path.
BREATHE INTO THAT AND SEE.
May I-I emerge the way it can only with WHAT RESONATES FOR YOU.
I EYE See You.
And with that being said.
I m here for you. As I AM.